Getting started

I have decided to start a blog for the same reason everybody else does. I want a place where all my thoughts and daily actions will be stored together. I want it to be my memory but also a tool. Somewhere my questions can be answered or, in some cases, just asked. I also want to see that I am making the right decisions in my life.

I want to be a lot of things that seem impossible to my 21 year old mind. Hence the title of this blog. I am constantly trying to balance all the things I want/have to do in my daily life. At this current moment in time I am balancing my two jobs, my boyfriend and my best friends and all the other ‘friends’ who seem to want a lot of my time. If I am honest, a lot of the time I just want to be on my own. On my own I can do what I want and act how I like. With all my other responsibilities I do not have enough time to do these things. My main example of this is the gym which has been sorely neglected since I started back at the press office.

Now I do not want it to seem like I am moaning. I love what I am doing or I would not be doing it all at once. I feel this ambitious urge inside of me all the time. The kind of ambition that won’t let me stop to think “I haven’t got the time for this” or “how on earth am I going to fit all of this in”.

Is this all too deep? It won’t be. I just want to practice being all wordy just because Stephen Fry loves it.

Time to crack on with the press release and then homey time to see the wife (aka Madame Smith). First night off in while so I am going to enjoy it.

I'll write late of all the happenings from the past week.

xx